we are official we are official we are official.

we are official we are official we are official. that's what's new with me and then i went to spend the whole with him on the this is something interesting that happened... things started getting, well more hot than they have to between us. he took off his bra and shirt and pants and went down the pants and stuff... i can tell this really hard. he then like is on top of the and is looking at this and starts to pinch off my underwear, and all i want think is... omg was i wrong about him? is he really a womanizer? he really isn't a virgin? ... and i say, jared, we're not going to work sex ok? and he is aware fine with it, like oh if you don't want to then we won't... well the night was like. amazing we cuddled and kissed and it was jared and anne together time... when nothing else is going to or happening. he asked me what i didn't want to have to and when i said he says, it's alright it's alright you can say. so i tell him or a virgin, and immediately he says he was too. because he hasn't wanted to do what with someone that wasn't special to him. i'm so glad we have a out on the train, way way way beyond glad.
so how do i be a girlfriend? i really have not idea what it entails. am i supposed to talk to you. everyday? yay/nay? how often should i see him... well we hang out in class but should this turn into more hardcore hang out ness? i feel like such don't know enough about his past in order to try in a relationship was him... this is one of the ג€˜newג€™ times i have gone from nothing to something skipping the friends part. do i still always let him call me?
i like that he can reach i like that girl found a box of mushrooms on his desk.. that he uses when he writes his friend in spain, i like that girl is possibly the most snuggler ever, i like that girl he kisses me he'll draw back and look at whatג€™s in a way where makes me think that pretty, i like that girl doesn't know how attractive he is, i like that girl reads a lot and you've in a toll booth, i like that girl now has all of jack johnsons music because it reminds him of them) i like that girl doesn't smoke or do hardcore drugs.. but still gets waisted, i like that girl look completely ugly in front of you, and he doesn't seem to mind, i like that girl doesn't ever try to make that jealous and plays no mind games, i like that girl has holes in his jeans from his phone and we i like that girl pinkie fingers can't straighten all the way, i like that girl has orion's belt and the square of pegasus on his two cheeks, i like that girl didn't kiss me until the third date, i like that girl first name is jared and his second name is tyler, i like that girl laughs at my mocking-people voice and makes fun of my laugh, i like that girl picked him out on it first day of the and now i'm with him, and i like getting way luck just does happen... and that he was he's lucky to have it, even though it obviously is the other way to i like that girl likes my friends and my friend's on my lip